Chapter One- Kurt In Chains
I opened my eyes, looking around the room. Things were blurry for a few seconds, but finally became clear. I had no idea where I was at. The room was dark, with a small sunbeam shining through the window. I groaned when my head began to throb. I tried to move my hands to rub my temples, but they were stuck. Stuck by chains. I was now beginning to get frightened.
"Finally you're awake." I heard a voice. I recognized the voice. It was Dave's voice.
"Where are we? Why am I chained up?" I asked, trying to sit up from the bed. But failing to.
"I'm not going to tell you." He whispered gently and then chuckled. I noticed he was standing right above me, staring at me with lust in his eyes.
"Dave, why am I chained up?" I asked again. He bit his lip and slowly ran his hand down my chest. I didn't realize until now, but the only thing I had on was my boxers. I shivered underneath him. I didn't like this at all, plus I had no idea what was going on, so I was obviously confused.
"Fucking tell me." I snapped.
"Calm down." He whispered.
"Wh-what are you doing?" I asked as he began to undress. He slowly ran his finger over my bottom lip and then leaned in, kissing me. I kicked him with my leg, pushing him away.
"You better not do things like that to me." He said in a teasing voice. Next thing I knew, he was burning my arm with something. A cigarette.
"Ouch!" I winched in pain and quickly flinched away.
"Feel good?" He asked then stuck the cigarette to my thigh. I screamed and quickly pulled my leg away.
"What the fu-"
But he smashed his lips on mine again. I tried to kick away, but he stuck the cigarette to my leg again. I groaned into his mouth, but couldn't find myself to kiss him back. This was truly disgusting. How do I get out of this? If I kick him, he burns me with a cigarette. Why would he chain me up? Why is he doing this?
He ran his hands up and down my legs, running the burns, making me wince in pain in his mouth once again. He kept rubbing the cigarette burns, which honestly burned like hell. He finally pulled away and grinned at me.
"You're body is so beautiful. It's a shame you caused me to burn you." He said shaking his head. I growled at him. I felt useless right now.
"Y-you better stop right now, Dave. Or I swear I'll tell the police." I warned.
"Afraid you won't be doing that, babe." He said taking my boxers off.
"N-no. Stop it, right now." I snapped. I could feel my heart beating rapidly.
"I know you're going to like it." He said in a whisper and lined himself up with me.
"No!" I screamed as he shoved himself inside me. Pain filled me almost immediately. I closed my eyes and kicked at him again, but he started hitting my thighs with something. A whip? I don't know. I kept my eyes closed, not wanting to see any of this.
"Stop it!" I screamed. My whole body was in pain and felt weak. He stuck his nails into the raw flesh from the burns.
I cursed and screamed in pain. It hurt so horribly. He hit my thigh again with with whip or whatever evil toy he had. I bit my lip, holding in my groans and winces. He picked up his pace, causing even more pain on me.
It seemed to take forever before he finished with me. At least he put my boxers back on, but the chains were hurting my wrist, probably leaving bruises.
"Be a good boy for me, okay?" He said as he put tape over my mouth. I tried to curse at him, but it probably didn't understand what I was saying.
He zipped up his jeans and grabbed his shirt, quickly putting it on. "I'll be back later." He spoke before leaving the room. I had to find a way out. Think Kurt. Think.
Chapter Two- I'm Useless
I found a small key on the nightstand beside me. Maybe it's the key to the chains. But, how could I get it? My hands are tied up and there's no way possible my legs could do anything. I tried to reach my head over and grab it with my teeth, but my mouth was taped. This is impossible.
I started kicking my legs, making the bed hit the wall, making a noise. The tape on my mouth was really annoying. Dave finally came into the room and raised his eyebrows at me. I looked him in the eyes, hoping he would feel sorry for me and take the tape off.
"What do you want?" He asked, surprisingly it was in a sweet voice.
"Please." I managed to say. He sighed but sat beside me on the bed, gently taking the tape off. I sighed in relief, but now my wrist were hurting.
"Better?" He asked with a smile.
"Yes." I sighed again. "But, can you please take the chains off, they're hurting my wrist."
He shook his head. "I can't do that my beautiful. And now, I think it's time for another punishment."
"Punishment for what?"
He chuckled. "Just for fun. Now, what would you like for me to do to you?"
"Nothing." I quickly said. But I knew he wasn't going to listen to what I had to say.
"Why not?" He asked after a few seconds of silence.
"Because, you just punished me two hours ago." I said in with a sigh. He tapped his chin and thought for a second.
"I don't know... I really really want you right now. You look so so good laying there like that. Completely useless. Almost naked." And by those words I knew he'd rape me again. I closed my eyes as soon as he slipped my boxers off. I was surprised he didn't slam himself inside me. Instead, he sucked me. It did feel good, but I couldn't find myself to like it. I didn't like any of this. Why is he doing this? I keep asking myself in my head. I didn't know the answer, but I'm determined to find out soon.
I felt so close, that's when I tried to kick him away. I didn't want to come. But he slowly ran a razor blade down my thigh. I whined as I felt the warm blood run down my leg. I was in serious pain. Everything hurt.
"N-no. Stop i-it." I groaned, but he wouldn't stop. I came, when I didn't want to. I held in my moans, because it wasn't right to enjoy this.
"Moan, baby. Moan my name." Dave whispered. I didn't listen to him though.
"You make me so sick." I said through gritting teeth.
"Sure I do." He rolled his eyes and held his penis up to my mouth. He tried to shove it in, but I wouldn't let him.
"Open your mouth and suck." He demanded. I shook my head and then I felt him cut me again, but this time he cut my tummy.
"Suck, slut, or I'll cut you again." He said and I knew he was serious. He was absolutely crazy.
I hesitated but opened my mouth, letting him inside. I wanted to bite him, but I knew he'd hurt me again. I didn't suck him, he thrusted in and out of my mouth. He moaned and called me names like a slut. I kept my eyes closed, not wanting to see any of this.
I nearly puked when that hot liquid filled my mouth. I turned my head and spit it out on the bed. I felt lips on mine again, and hands roam my body. I kicked Dave away, but he didn't cut me this time. Instead he grabbed my hair and pulled it, pulling my head back so he could easily kiss my neck. Then he slammed my head back onto the bed and quickly left the room.
Chapter Three- Alone
I laid there, my body was throbbing with pain. Everything hurt and my wrist were beginning to get numb. I sighed, but it hurt to breathe. I tugged at the chains, but there wasn't a way to get loose.
I wanted to scream, but of course he put the tape back over my mouth. And now there's chains around my ankles. I groaned and tugged at them. I closed my eyes, hoping it's either a dream, or I'm going insane.
But then I felt a body on top of me. I shot open my eyes, to see Dave slowly taking the tape off my mouth. I sighed in relief, but he smashed his lips onto mine. I couldn't do anything now. I couldn't kick him or push him away. I just laid there, letting him do whatever he wanted.
Dave ran his hands slowly up and down my body, making me shiver because his hands were freezing. He sat up on my waist and pulled a key out of his pocket.
"Have you been a good boy for me?" He asked.
I quickly nodded. "Yes."
"Would you like me to take those chains off your wrist?" He asked.
"Yes." I answered.
"Good, on one condition..."
"You have to kiss me back. Every time I kiss you, you have to kiss back. Deal?"
I hesitated but nodded. I couldn't stand those stupid chains anymore. He pulled rope from his back pocket and unlocked the chains. It felt so amazing to be able to move my arms again, but they felt weak. He tied my hands up with the rope, but at least it wasn't above my head. Also, the rope wasn't as tight as the chains were.
"Better?" He asked.
I nodded. "A lot better."
"Good. Here." And then he held a straw up to my mouth.
"What is it?"
"Water." He simply answered. I wasn't too sure what it was. It could've been poison, but I got a drink anyway. The cold water felt so good going down my warm throat. I pulled away, letting the straw fall out of my mouth, and then he sat it back on the floor.
He gently pressed his lips on mine. I didn't want to, but I kissed him back. His lips were surprisingly sweet. He deepened the kiss and ran his hands wildly up and down my body. He massaged my thighs, which caused me to accidentally moan in his mouth.
He sat up on my waist again, and took his shirt off. I watched as he unbuttoned his jeans and then leaned back down on me, kissing my neck and running his tongue up and down it. I bit my lip. I shouldn't like this, but it feels so good.
Dave slowly ran his hand into my boxers, lightly massaging me. "You like this, don't you?" He whispered in my ear and then kissed me again, but only for a few seconds and then he sat up on my waist.
"Do you want me to ride you?" He asked.
I shook my head. "No."
"Then what do you want beautiful?" He asked gently and ran his finger over the cut on my stomach.
"Nothing." I whispered.
"Don't lie to me." He asked and started to grind against me.
"Stop it." I whispered and shut my eyes. "I don't want you to do anything."
"Then why are you so hard?" He asked.
"Stop it and leave me alone. Untie these fucking ropes and let me go." I snapped.
"I don't think so." He said in a whisper and pecked my lips. "Are you sure you don't want me to ride you?"
I nodded. "I'm certain."
"So, you want me to leave you here with a boner?" He asked.
"Yes." I said in a whisper. He shrugged and slowly got off me.
"You just wait until I come back." He whispered in my ear and left the room. I was surrounded by darkness, so I decided to try to go to sleep before Dave came back.
Chapter Four- The Cuts
My vision was a blur. I couldn't think straight. Dave was pounding into me and I couldn't groan or wince, or else he'd cut my with a razor blade.
I bit my lip, just wanting this to be over with. I was biting my lip so hard I think it bled. I winced by an accident and he cut my leg. It was a small cut and it wasn't deep, but it drew blood.
"Dammit!" I screamed and he cut me again. I couldn't move at all, my body wasn't cooperating. I closed my eyes, wishing to open them and find this was a dream, but it wasn't.
I think Dave was almost finished once he began to slow down and his breathing got heavy. Luckily he had on a condom, which he took off and threw in the garbage. He put his boxers on and laid beside me.
"I guess you need a shower, huh?"
I nodded. "Please."
"Fine, but I have to tie your hands with ropes." He said. I just simply nodded. I need a shower so bad. I was actually excited.
He unlocked the chains and tied the ropes around my wrist. He unlocked the chains at my feet and picked me up off the bed. Once we got into the bathroom, he sat me down gently. It felt so good to finally stand up. I paced around the bathroom a few times until Dave was undressed and ready to get in the shower. He turned on the water, which was cold at first, but it quickly turned warm. It felt amazing.
I felt warm arms wrap around my waist from behind and Dave gently squeezed me. "I love you." He whispered.
I didn't really know what to say back. If I say something wrong, he'll probably hurt me. I just changed the subject quickly.
"Now are you going to tell me why you locked me up on your bed?" I asked.
"Because I love you. I've loved you for so long. But, you didn't love me. Everything was about Courtney. Courtney this, Courtney that. Me and Courtney did this and that and blah blah blah. You hurt me so bad, and that's why I locked you up in those chains and burned you and cut you. I want to hurt you like you hurt me. Of course, I wouldn't kill you, so you shouldn't be too afraid."
"So, if I love you, you won't hurt me?"
He chuckled and gently kissed my neck. "Sure."
Now I have the perfect idea. I could act like I'm in love with Dave, and once he believes me, he'll set me free. Then, I'll call the police and everything will be like it used to be.
After we finished showering, we dried and got dressed. Dave sat me on the sink and looked into my eyes and then looked at the cuts on my body. He pulled out something and rubbed it on the cuts. It burned for a second, but I held my breath.
"It'll help the cuts." He interrupted. I just simply nodded and looked into his eyes. I pressed my lips onto his. This was the first time I had kissed him first, but I have to make the plan work.
After a few seconds he pulled away and took my hand, leading me back into the bedroom. He tied me back up and left me alone, but I didn't mind because I was busy making my plan.
Chapter Five- Unlock The Chains
I could feel the chains going deep into my flesh. It we getting painful. Unbearable. I don't know how much longer I can stand to be like this. In chains.
"Hey gorgeous." I heard Dave's voice and then the light flicked on, causing me to squint my eyes and groan. I felt his weight sit the bed beside me. I looked over at him and smiled sweetly.
"Can I have a kiss?" I asked sweetly. He smiled and leaned in, kissing my lips deeply.
"Dave, can you unlock the chains? Just for at least five minutes? My hands are hurting." I asked with a pout.
"Ugh, you're so cute. Sure, but only for a few minutes."
I nodded and sighed in relief once he unlocked the chains. I moved my hands around and rubbed the raw skin. "Thanks." I muttered and wrapped my arms around his neck. I tilted my head to the side and connected our lips. This plan is going to be too easy.
"You taste so sweet." I whispered on his pale skin and gently kissed his neck. I could tell he was biting his lip when he gently moaned.
I straddled him and looked into his eyes. "I think I'm falling in love with you."
His eyes seemed to light up. He smiled at me and grabbed my hand, lacing our fingers together. "Can you do something for me?"
I nodded. "Sure. What is it?"
"Well, my parents are suppose to come over tomorrow night and I need you to stay up here and be quiet. Okay?"
I grinned. "Sure. I'll be a little good boy for you." And then I winked at him.
"And you know what will happen if you're a bad boy, right?"
I leaned in and whispered in his ear. "Tell me." I could feel him shiver underneath me. I ran my lips down his neck and started to nibble on it. Sinking my teeth into his tender skin, he whined. I ran my tongue across the red mark I had just created on his skin, relieving the pain.
"K-Kurt, I have to go." He said in a moan.
"Stay here." I said, trying to sound desperate.
"I have to go. I'll be back soon." He said pushing me away. He kissed my lips passionately before laying me softly back in my place and locking the chains again.
"I'll miss you." I said with a sigh.
"I'll miss you too." Was his last words before leaving the room. I sighed in relief that that went okay.
Looking around the room, which was dark again, I spotted a poster on the wall. A poster by the band called Mudhoney. I've heard a few songs by them. They seem okay. I've never noticed that poster before.
I groaned and started to jerk at the chains. It felt as if I was going insane. Why was it me that was kidnapped by Dave? Why couldn't he have fallen in love with someone else? Someone other than me. Well, I guess I wouldn't want anyone else to suffer like this. It really is torture. My skin still burnt from the cigarettes and the razors.
I looked down at my legs to see I had a few scars. Signing, I flopped my head back on the pillows and stared at the blank wall.
Just stay calm, Kurt. Just a few more days and then you'll be free. I kept reminding myself. This plan has to work. I have to get free from all this.
Chapter Six- I Can't
No. This can't be happening. I can't be getting feelings for Dave. No. I'm just not thinking straight.
He stared into my eyes with those brown ones. I felt different when I looked into his eyes. I got those damn butterflies. I felt weak when he kissed me. What the hell is going on? How could I have developed feelings so quickly? This seems impossible.
"You're so perfect." He whispered gently once he pulled away. My breath caught in my throat. What's wrong with me?
"I think I'm sick, Dave."
"I think I'm going insane. I-I need help. I-"
"Sh. You're not sick, Kurt, and you're not going insane."
"Then what's going on?"
"What are you talking about?" Dave asked with his eyebrows raised.
I shook my head. "Nothing. It's nothing. Never mind."
"Okay." Dave said before getting off the bed and locking the chains again. "Be good for me. Okay?"
I nodded. "Okay."
I watched as Dave disappeared out of the room. I can't be falling in love. I'm just not myself today. Maybe it's because Dave was being kinda sweet earlier. First, we took a shower together. Nothing was sexual about it at all. After that, things were sexual, but I think I liked it... Then he unlocked the chains and let me walk around the house. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. But he is cute and so amazing. No, I can't think like that. He's a horrible person. Right?
I groaned and sighed. I'm so confused. What about Courtney? I had completely forgotten about her. I guess that isn't good. I wonder what she's doing... Does she miss me?
The night went by slowly. I felt myself smile when Dave walked into the room. I had been wanting to see him all night.
"Hey." He said with a smile.
"H-hey." I stuttered. I'm so stupid.
"I missed you." He sighed and sat beside me.
"I missed you too." I said with a smile. He leaned down and gently pressed his lips against mine, sending sparks through my body.
We laid in bed and talked for hours, but it only felt like ten minutes. We laughed and messed around until he said he was going to bed. He gave me a quick kiss before leaving the room. I missed him already.
I shook my head. Pushing the thoughts away, but not the feelings. I sighed before closing my eyes and falling into a deep sleep.
Chapter Seven- A Kiss
"Oh God... Dave. I-I. Ugh. Fuck." I groaned as he picked up his pace. I bit my lip and whined.
"I'm so close." He said breathless.
"Oh fuck." I yelled and arched my back up. I started to stroke myself, coming quickly onto my stomach. I felt the warm liquid fill inside me as Dave came.
"That. Was. Amazing." I spoke breathless.
"Uh huh." Dave said before collapsing on the bed beside me. I turned over on my side to face him and gently kissed his lips.
"I love you so much." He said between a kiss. My heart fluttered at those words.
"Dave... I-" But I stopped myself and then I remembered when I was first tied up and was raped. I remembered that I wanted to get out of here, not stay. "I love you too." I said with a smile. He pulled me on top of him and gently kissed my lips.
"You always taste so good and sweet. I have something for you." He said and then kissed my head.
"What is it?"
He gently pushed me away from him and slipped on his boxers. I watched as he disappeared out of the room but came back with something in his hand. My guitar.
"H-how did you get that?" I asked, a little shocked.
"I snuck into your house and took it while Courtney was gone." He said with a shrug. He gently handed the guitar to me. I stared at it and ran my fingers over the strings for a few minutes.
"Here." Dave said, handing me a small, orange pick. I took it and smiled at him.
I started to play, but the strings were badly out of tune. It took a few minutes to get them back in tune, but once I did I play the song Pennyroyal Tea.
"You sing so amazingly. You're just perfect." Dave said with a smile. I sat the guitar down and straddled his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and gazed into his eyes.
I found myself gently kissing his lips. It felt so good. Instead of pushing myself away, I kissed him softly. His lips were so soft and sweet. Always.
I ran my tongue along his bottom lip. He parted his lips, allowing me to explore.
We sat like that and made out for a few minutes before he pulled away to catch his breath. I came back into reality and jumped off him. He didn't really seem to notice anything.
"If you want... I'll leave the chains unlocked for today so you can play your guitar."
I slowly looked down at the floor. "O-okay."
I could feel him smile as he gently kissed my lips. Then he left, leaving me alone. I laid back down on the bed and started to cry. I was so confused. I didn't know what to do. I can't be in love with him. I'm married. I need to get out of here. I can't and I won't allow myself to fall for him.
"You're letting me go?" I asked in shock.
"Yeah. I'll unlock the chains for good." He said with a smile.
"Wh-why'd you change your mind?"
"I trust you now." He said with a shrug and threw the chains on the ground. I was beyond shocked. My plan worked. He actually thinks I'm in love with him.
I smiled and kissed his lips.
I quickly made my way out the door and started to run. We were still in Seattle, and I think my house was pretty close by. It felt so good to get out and run. But what about Dave? I can't go back.
Finally I found my house and picked up my pace. Walking inside, I found the house was dark and empty. I walked upstairs and saw Courtney laying on the bed.
"K-Kurt, what are you doing here? I thought you left." She sounded... disappointed?
"Ugh, Kurt you have to leave right now." She groaned.
"You have to leave. Right now." She said slowly.
"Just leave. And don't come back, Kurt." She said with a groan. And that's when I left. I didn't know what was going on. I was confused. She told me to leave. She didn't even care that I was gone. Why'd she want me to leave so bad?
I ran back to Dave's and snuck in. There he stood in the dark room with his arms crossed. "Where did you go?" He asked.
"I... just went for a walk." I lied and looked down.
"Where you going to leave me?" He asked.
I shook my head. "No." And then I walked over to him. Wrapping my arms around his waist, I connected our lips. I could feel him smile as he kissed back.
"Come on, let's go to bed." He said as he took my hand. I followed him upstairs. He pulled me into his bed and wrapped his arms around me. I kissed his lips and sighed happily.
"Goodnight beautiful." He whispered.
"Goodnight, Dave. I love you."
"I love you too." He said and then I fell asleep.
Chapter Nine (Last)
~Two Weeks Later~
I'm still confused about Courtney. She didn't even care that I was gone. She thought I had left for good. She didn't know I got kidnapped. I don't even think she cared.
I'm also confused about these stupid damn feelings I'm getting toward Dave. I mean, he's so sweet to me, and I've found myself liking to be around him. When he's gone, I miss him. When he's around me, I feel my heart pounding in my chest. And I can't even explain the amazing feeling when he kisses me.
Quickly, I ran upstairs to find Dave still sleeping. I straddled him and gently shook him. I wanted to talk to him. I missed him.
"Huh?" He asked with a yawn.
He groaned. "Why?"
"Because I miss you."
He smiled at me and sat up in bed. Gently, he kissed my lips. "I love you." He said as he looked straight into my eyes.
"I love you too." I said and honestly, I think it was the truth.
"You're so perfect." He said and then he caressed my cheek with his thumb.
"Dave... I know everything has been so weird and crazy. But... after it all, I think I've fallen in love with you."
He smiled and pecked my lips. "Good, because I've been in love with you since I first saw you."